Finnish people taught me a lot about “enjoying the moment”- not in rush, not so serious, just enjoy, be present, be there, be honest with yourself. In my mind it was all the time that I already knew how. Yes, I knew, but another version of Anca. The present Anca understands and feels a different perspective of the words “enjoy the moment”. The future Anca, who knows? But what I can do is to prepare the way …..
I invite you to send letters to your past self or/and future self and keep them in a nice box (it will be your place with gratitude, joy, experiences, many versions of yourself). It is said that what it’s written it’s written. Take some moments with yourself , write down on the paper or speak aloud about your feelings being your best friend. Trust me, you will discover a lot of things and details about you. Handwriting is a great therapy :D. Surprise yourself! Being in the present and sending blessings for your past version of yourself is an act of fulfilment, acceptance that you did your best (you learned a lot from that experiences). Also being in the present and sending blessings for your future self is an act of preparing your path with gratitude and courage for the unknown.